Oswiecim
If you could tell me why the trees weep to the
east
I would then know why that day
began in a haze of quivering grey
gone all soft at the centre
spitting last night's afterthoughts
into puddles and streams, carrying them away
to some place the locals have only half forgotten.
I would then know why the train stopped just
here -
a kilometre away from nowhere.
When I put my head outside the carriage window
the train lapsed into silence
the grass no longer fluttered
and the houses lining the track watched
impassively with their unseeing eyes,
pretending not to notice although
they were called upon to witness.
It was then I saw in the distance
just there -in that spot -
the air was shivering, undulating -
twisting and dancing along the ground
before ascending in waves
of yesterday's heat.
And the trees trembled to look at it
all green and quavering
they began to moan
invisible faces wailed
teeth chattered in leaves
their lips already disappeared
and the wind flew in a rage at the heavens
and the heavens spit upon the wind
because they were tired of never forgetting
when the train lurched east with a shriek
of brakes and a thud
giving the impression of movement
while the trees shook their histories at me
still weeping in indignation.
Oswiecim is the Polish name for Auschwitz